All I Ever Wanted Was To Be The Best For You

I really don't know what made me love you so hard. Even to the extent of not seeing you for a day meant a lot to me. It makes me miss you badly. It's been three days that we haven't seen each other. Undeniably, it was hard for me, really really hard. I know you are sick but I never wanted anything but for you to be okay. I don't know what's with me that made me think of a lot of negative things, pointing fingers to myself for being not good for you. I've been through a lot of situations that made me think that I am really not for you. I just don't want to be the bad girl here. I don't want to put stains on my name. If I have to do something for you, it would be, without a doubt, something good for you. I've been trying a lot to be the best. I hope you can feel that. I just feel sorry for myself every night for having the feeling of not being the best. I am afraid of losing you. I am afraid to be unloved by you because all my life when I am with you, I never thought of anything but to love you more and more.

BV! Monday Morning Pa Lang, BV NA!

Shet talaga. Lady guards of Addu, wala nang ginawa kundi sitahin ang mga babaeng nakadress. Hindi naman maiksi dress ko. Tama lang talaga. As in! Kainis! Errr! 5 na ang absences ko sa first period! Accumulated lates ko yan. Tatlong late nalang at debarred na ak! Hindi sana yan aabot ng 5 kapag pinapasok lg ako ng mga inggiterang gwardyang babae kanina! Ugh. Kainis talagaaa! Shit! Nakaka-BV. Nakakasira ng araw. Nakakasira ng week. Leche! Sorry sa mga words na ginamit ko. Inis lg talaga ak. Di talaga ak ganito magsalita. Wag kasi akong pangunahan ba. Suuuus. Haaay! Bahala sila jan! All is well!

Blogging Again :>

Hey! I'm kinda bored and giddy to do some blogging kaya I made a blog out of my Blogspot account. I was just making my Economics reaction paper blog and then something went into me that made me do some blogging! :) Makagana nga lang tologooo and inspired ako to do such. Hihi :D Since I'm not writing unto my diary naman din, I think I am considering writing here nalang :) So, here it is-- my blog, my latest blog, and hopefully my most successful blog. :D